Thursday, May 15, 2008

Broomhead's Survey

As the title states, this is Broomhead's blogging survey.

Goals:

  • Why do you blog?
    • I get a great deal of enjoyment from seeing others' opinions of my writing, and blogging allows that to easily happen (especially with Intl Wota's help). I also have no 'real-world' friends that are into H!P, and creating this blog was a good way to get involved in a community of similar-minded folks without having to get mixed up in the mess that is forums (more on that here).
  • What long-term goals do you hope to accomplish, if any at all?
    • For the moment, I don't have any. I tend to play it by ear.
  • Where does your blog fail to meet your goals?
    • One of the original goals of this blog was to post conversations about H!P between myself and my non-wota friends, and that's not happening nearly as much as I'd like. I also feel as though I don't update enough.
  • If you do have goals, what will accomplishing them do for yourself?
    • I suppose you could say that one of my immediate goals is to use this as an outlet to improve myself as a writer. The benefits of that should be obvious.
  • What do you want to gain out of blogging? A creative outlet? Praise from others? Personal satisfaction? Money?
    • This blog provides an outlet for my fanboy babblings (and some semi-analytical writing, since I really enjoy that kind of thing), and - as stated in my answer to the first question - it gives me a bit of an ego boost, to be blunt. I get an immense amount of satisfaction from having my blog linked to on International Wota.
  • Do you feel that your blog should meet a requirement for amount of entries? Do you feel any particular entry should be a certain length?
    • I think that, for the amount of entries, it relates to time. I start to feel a little guilty when I haven't posted anything for a week or two. As for post length, it depends on the subject matter.
  • For any particular entry, what motivates you to start and finish blog posts?
    • There are days when I decide, "I'm going to write a blog today", and I'll set aside a couple hours and do just that. Other days, an idea will pop into my head and I'll feel compelled to write about it. I rarely start a blog post without the intent to finish it in one sitting. My writing style tends to vary from day to day, and posts written in bits and pieces, over different days, end up feeling disjointed to me.
  • Do you actively consider long term goals for each individual post?
    • Can't say I do. I'm not goal-oriented in the least. XD

Subject Material:

  • What do you blog about?
    • Well, considering this a Hello!Project blog, it should be obvious what I blog about. Getting specific, the posts I enjoy most (and therefore put the most effort into) are those where I discuss things like the relationship between wota and idol or the group dynamics of H!P.
  • Would you be keep a blog even if it wasn’t about the subjects you tend to cover?
    • I don't think I would have made a blog at all if I hadn't found International Wota...so no, it's extremely doubtful that I would be keeping this if I lost interest in H!P.
  • Do you write about the material to promote it to others?
    • I don't personally think so. I guess you could say I'm promoting my ideas, but that's not how I approach it when I put together a post.

Readership:

  • How much do you care about readership?
    • I think that, without readership, there is no reason to blog. There's no way I would have ever started this blog if I wasn't sure there would be people reading it.
  • Does it satisfy you to know people are reading, even if they don’t comment?
    • I think so, yes. It doesn't satisfy me nearly as much as when they actually do comment, but knowing that I have a readership is what keeps me going.
  • What effect does receiving a comment have on you?
    • Aside from being linked to on Intl Wota, comments are the thing I look forward to most in blogging.
  • Do you write with a particular audience in mind or an unspecified general audience? Why?
    • I tend to have tunnel-vision in life, so it would make sense that whatever I choose to write about on my blog be intended for a specific audience.
  • If you write for a particular audience, is it International Wota? If yes, why?
    • Yes, I write with the intent to have my material read by visitors of International Wota. As for why...the things I write about here are intended for an audience of H!P fans, and Intl Wota is the best blogging community I know of that focuses on that. Plain and simple.

Community: (The International Wota section)

  • If International Wota didn’t exist, would you blog?
    • Definitely not. I had never considered making a blog until I found Intl Wota.
  • When IW covers an entry of yours, are you encouraged to blog more or less?
    • More. As I've said, being linked to on Intl Wota is the thing I look forward to most in blogging.
  • When IW does not cover an entry, are you encouraged to blog more or less?
    • I wouldn't say it makes me want to blog less...but if I write an entry thinking "I want this to be covered on IW", and it doesn't get covered, it makes me consider why that may have happened and what I should change in my approach to writing to better ensure that the entries I want covered, get covered.
  • How often do you read other blogs?
    • Every day. I have a Google Reader account with about 50 H!P blogs that I keep track of. I originally did this because Intl Wota was blocked on my school's internet connection and I wanted a way to read blogs at school, and now I pretty much use it exclusively.
  • How often do you comment on other blogs?
    • Probably only once a week or so.
  • If another blog covers a topic that you wanted or wished to cover, do you still blog about that specific topic? Why or why not?
    • Honestly, this doesn't happen to me all that often. If it does, it depends on how their entry differs from what I intended my entry to be. If they have a different viewpoint from my own, I'll write the entry as I originally intended and that's that. If they have the same opinion as me (and especially if they cover that topic in a more concise or eloquent way than I would have), I may not write the post at all. It just depends on how I feel.

Commitment:

  • How serious is your attitude towards blogging? Do you consider it just as something to do for fun?
    • I take the relationship between my blog and my standing in the community very seriously. As for blogging in its own right, I do it because I enjoy it. My world wouldn't end if I were suddenly unable to blog.
  • How often do you blog? How often would you like to blog?
    • I already said this, but I feel like I don't update this blog nearly enough. Part of it is because I'm lazy, and another part is because I'm really busy right now. If I had my way, I would probably be writing one entry a week or so.
  • What priorities do you or have you put aside in order to blog? Why?
    • The biggest sacrifice I've made in order to write an entry was probably giving up my dinner between classes at school, and that was because I really got on a roll with a particular post. It's not that blogging isn't a high priority for me...I'm just the kind of person to make things up as I go, and if I don't specifically set time aside to do something, it probably won't happen. In all honesty, I'm a very irresponsible blogger.
  • Do you see yourself blogging in 6 months? Why or why not?
    • As I said in the last question, I tend to make things up as I go. I have no idea what's going to happen in the next 6 months, so maybe I'll still have this and maybe I won't. I would hope I'm still blogging, or at least still involved in the Intl Wota community, even if it's just through wotachat or comments or whatever.

Personal:

  • Would you say you blog for yourself?
    • My reasons for blogging are definitely self-centric, but I wouldn't be able to do it without the prospect of feedback from my readers and/or other bloggers.
  • What is your feeling after posting an entry? Is it relative to the time and effort you put in an entry?
    • If it's a longer entry, I'm usually just about shot from writing and editing the entry when I'm done, although I definitely feel relieved that I've finished. I don't feel quite as good about shorter entries, mainly because I know they're likely to not be on Intl Wota.
  • What needs does blogging fulfill?
    • I can't think of anything specific. As I've said in previous questions, I could live without my blog...but it's a nice outlet for my fanboy ramblings.
  • Do you consider yourself a writer?
    • Not really. I don't take my writing seriously enough for that.
  • Do you consider yourself good at writing? Good at blogging?
    • I think I'm capable of writing well if the material and mood are right. I'm definitely more fit for blogging than journalism or writing novels or any of the 'normal' styles of writing most people think of.
  • How much of your personal life do you share on your blog? If none, why do you leave this out?
    • The setup of my blog (conversations and such) generally ends up revealing more about my life than I would reveal if I were writing each entry directly.
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Wednesday, May 7, 2008

April Purchases

From this point on, I'll be doing my merch posts in monthly installments.

Anyway, April purchases:
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Singles/Albums:
  • Momusu - Morning Musume no Hyokkori Hyoutanjima
  • Momusu - Roman ~My Dear Boy~
  • Momusu - Resonant Blue
  • Momusu Sakura Gumi - Hare Ame Nochi Suki
  • Momusu Tanjou 10nen Kinentai - Bokura ga Ikiru MY ASIA
  • Fujimoto Miki - Aenai Nagai Nichiyoubi
  • Fujimoto Miki - Sotto Kuchidzukete Gyutto Dakishimete
  • Fujimoto Miki - Romantic Ukare Mode
  • Fujimoto Miki - Boyfriend
  • Fujimoto Miki - Boogie Train '03
  • Fujimoto Miki - Okitegami
  • C-ute - Namida no Iro
  • Folk Songs 3

Single Vs:
  • Matsuura Aya - Kiseki no Kaori Dance
  • GAM - Melodies
  • GAM - LU LU LU
  • Fujimoto Miki - Single M Clips
  • Fujimoto Miki - Boyfriend
  • Fujimoto Miki - Boogie Train '03
April was a crazy month for me. Out of all the stuff here, my favorites are definitely Folk Songs 3 and Okitegami. I've already written about Okitegami, but as for Folks Songs 3...this album has shown me that I'm capable of liking Maki Goto (she never really impressed me in Morning Musume, and all I've heard of her solo work is the slutty R&B stuff near the end >.<) and that Nakazawa Yuuko has a very unique and beautiful voice. Maybe next month I'll grab some of their solo releases. And, of course, I loved Mikitty's performances as well.

Also, it turns out I've passed the 50-CD mark! Including the ones posted here, I now have 59 H!P releases on my CD shelf (I thought it was 65...but I just re-counted, and I somehow ended up adding an extra 6 to my numbers when I counted a few days ago O.o).

Here's to another 50!
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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Thoughts on Recent Releases

My copies of Resonant Blue, Namida no Iro, and Okitegami showed up in the mail yesterday. I'm mainly putting this post together because I haven't seen anyone say anything about Okitegami yet, and that's a shame.

Okitegami
I love it. I love it I love it I love it. There are so many good things about this single.
- First of all...it's Mikitty, and she sounds as good as ever (if not better), so automatic win there.
- Somehow, the c/w is on par with the main track, and I mean that in the most literal sense possible. I think you could switch the two and it would still feel 'right'.
- Real-instrument backing track. This is something that is disappointingly underused in J-Pop, especially H!P. I think a lot of it has to do with the fact that the people writing/arranging the music for J-Pop artists know that it will sell just as well with synth instruments as it would with the real deal...but I'm also aware that this isn't an H!P release, nor is it J-Pop. Regardless, to hear Mikitty's voice backed by a full band is a wonderful thing.
- Even without Mikitty or the orchestra (I think? maybe a partial orchestra XD), these are a couple of very well-written songs. I've had Okitegami stuck in my head off and on since I first saw that clip of her singing it at a publicity event a month or so ago. Once I get a bit more familiar with the c/w, I'm sure I'll have that stuck in my head as well.

Resonant Blue
- As expected, the A-Side is great, just like it was the first several times I heard it while watching the PV.
- As for the c/w...another blogger (who it was I don't remember) said that it sucked...but I think it's okay. If you happen to be someone who is especially fond of the more mature sound of Resonant Blue, I can understand disliking the goofier sound of RB's A-Side...but I've always been fond of that sound for Morning Musume (plus I'm a sucker for anything with a rhythm that emphasizes the off-beats), and it makes me happy to know that H!P hasn't completely dropped it for the 'reborn' Momusu.

Namida no Iro
- Like RB, the A-Side is great, as expected.
- C-ute's version of Darling I Love You is exactly the same as the Berryz version, only C-ute is singing it. I like the Berryz version better, but only because I'm more of a Berryz fan...I mean, they're the exact same song. To be honest, this is kinda lame.

So, basically, they're all great releases in my opinion, with C-ute ranking slightly below the others. C-ute probably would have been received more favorably if the B-Side hadn't already been done by an artist I like more anyway.
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Thursday, April 17, 2008

Who would I marry based purely on voice?

Raid posed the question "Who would you marry based purely on voice?", and since a lot of the other H!P bloggers seem to have answered the call, I might as well do it too.


3. Shiina Ringo

Maybe not so much her voice as the songs she writes...but still, they wouldn't be the same if she didn't sing them. She may not have the greatest control, or the most finely-tuned voice, but you can just tell from the way she sings that she lives for her music (and/or is totally insane), and I admire that.

2. Matsuura Aya

What's there to say? It's Ayaya. She's the best-selling solo artist in Hello!Project for a reason.

1. Fujimoto Miki

Seeing as Miki's voice was the reason I even began to like her as an idol, she was an obvious choice for first place. This post discusses everything I have to say about the matter.

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Thursday, April 10, 2008

Hmmm...

Hello!Online has posted more Goto Maki blog translations.

Iced caramel macchiato with whipped cream? I must say, that sounds tempting...I'll probably try it sometime soon. Maybe I should call it the 'Goto Maki Special', if only to confuse the clerk.

XD
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Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Because I could.





Which Morning Musume Member Are You?
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You scored as Mitsui Aika

You are most like Mitsui Aika! She is the most recent member of Momusu, and the only one to join in the 8th generation. Little is known about her personality so far, however she comes off as being friendly, nervous, and somewhat spacey. Time will tell if this will change.


Mitsui Aika



50%

Kamei Eri



44%

Fujimoto Miki



38%

Tanaka Reina



31%

Takahashi Ai



25%

Michishige Sayumi.



25%

Kusumi Koharu



25%

Niigaki Risa



25%

Yoshizawa Hitomi



19%

Apparently I'm not all that much like any Momusu member, since my highest similarity was 50%. XD

Oh well.
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Thursday, April 3, 2008

How Much is Too Much?

I don't know if anyone else in the community has this problem, and I've only begun to consider this as such in the last year or so, but I've always had difficulty keeping myself from getting too deep into any one thing. Over the last several years, I've become obsessively involved with a variety of things, including: skateboarding, ska (a variant of reggae), They Might Be Giants, Shiina Ringo, and now, Hello!Project. The only interest that has stayed with me throughout my life is video games, and even then I went through a phase where I declared myself a 'video game collector' and bought every game I could find (and, as a result, I now have 300+ games and 20+ consoles sitting in my room, which I'm still quite proud of). After going through all of these cycles, I've begun to ask myself: how much is too much?

When it comes to obsessive fandom, wotas are about the most clear-cut example you can have. We've all seen the pictures of a Japanese wota's room, covered wall-to-wall with H!P posters, the rest of the space filled with various types of merchandise all related to their group(s) of choice. Some would say that these people have chosen their hobbies over their friends and family, and I'm sure that a lot of them actually have. This is the line that, for me, defines a 'hardcore fan' versus a 'casual fan'. Not necessarily in such an extreme manner as to ostracize yourself from your friends and family, but perhaps to where you place a high enough priority on your hobbies so as to put them one step below or on the same level as the so-called 'normal' facets of life (friends, family, job, etc).

It's difficult to describe exactly where I sit on this scale...there's no exact place I can pinpoint myself to, but I think that my focus is always on H!P until something else interrupts it, whether that be school or my job or friends or whatever (and even then, depending on how I feel, I may continue focusing on H!P). There's a progression that's brought me to this point (and may bring me further into the depths of self-indulgent anti-social wota-ism), and it obviously started when I got into H!P.

From the beginning, none of my friends ever liked Hello!Project. Cal likes certain members and songs, but that's only because he and I hang out so much, and he is by no means a fan. Souki is essentially the same case as Cal, only he likes it even less. Every one of my other friends (all of whom are attending college, and were when I first got into Berryz Koubou last summer) essentially hates H!P, and I can't blame them. From an outside view, my Berryz fandom looks like nothing more than a pedo obsessing over a bunch of little girls (and that's not to say that I can completely deny that - no male Berryz fan that's my age can - but that is not the reason I'm into H!P). Regardless, from that point on, all my friends except Cal and Souki immediately took a "LALALAIMNOTLISTENING" stance when I mentioned any H!P group, and that caused me to talk about H!P around Cal and Souki even more, which, over time, caused them to quickly lose patience when it came to my relentless fanboy moe-fests.

As a result, I began making a conscious effort to avoid talking about H!P around my friends, and especially those college friends I spoke of. While that certainly made everyone else enjoy my company much more, it did nothing to strengthen my friendship with them, and the fact that I wasn't talking about H!P just increased my desire to go watch a PV or something. And so, I began to dislike hanging out with friends. Even when I felt like I wanted to hang out with people, I would quickly become bored unless we were out and about (and, even then, I would tend to get bored, as nothing that I saw held much interest for me). It became that, when I started to feel like perhaps I wanted to hang out with people, there would be this feeling that all I really wanted was someone to tell about my latest H!P obsession, and I would IM Cal or Souki so that I could get it out of my system, then go back to what I was doing...although, lately, I've given up on that as well.

Now, as for 'how much is too much'...I'm of the belief that everyone should do whatever it is that makes them happy, and I can say that H!P undoubtedly does that for me. Is this kind of fandom too much? In all honesty, it is, and I know that...but, in my opinion, regardless of what someone is doing, as long as they have a sense of self-awareness and aren't hurting others in the process, let them do what they want (obviously, everyone's definition of 'hurting others' is different, but that's not something I really feel like discussing right now). Of course, that doesn't do much to help defend my approach to H!P fandom, but it explains why I'm essentially okay with my current state of affairs.

I will say that I haven't given up on my 'real' life, since I'm sure that's the impression most people will get from this blog. I'm still going to school, I still have a job, and, if my friends want to hang out when they're in town (or, for those who still live in town, when they have the time), I'll do it, even if I may feel like hiding in my room with my photobooks & CDs & DVDs & whatever other H!P merchandise I throw my money at. Despite all that I've said here, if I had to choose between Hello!Project and my friends, I would definitely pick my friends (I'm not that stupid...yet XD).

Still...of the petty, unimportant, not-essential-to-life things that I spend most of my time obsessing over, Hello!Project is undeniably at the top. Right now, that's what I'm choosing to focus on, because that's what makes me the happiest at the end of the day. It is NOT the end-all be-all, and I hope it never is, because as much joy as my favorite H!P members bring me, I can never become their friend, or hold a conversation with them, or go out for a night on the town with them, or do anything that I can do with the people that I know and will come to know in my life. And that over-arching mentality is what separates a hardcore wota from a socially fucked, over-obsessive stalker.

I'M A GOOD PERSON DAMMIT.
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